Oh wow - only six weeks left...

so here I am. Spring Break is almost over and I come to a startling realization. I only have six weeks until Graduation. Wow what a weird feeling - knowing my days here are numbered. I don't think I like this very much. Well what are ya gonna do?? These two years have changed my life. The Book of Ecclesiastes tells us that there is a time for everything. So I know that the time to move on is coming. It seems to be coming too fast. In many ways do not think I am ready to leave here. But at the same time - I am excited to see what God has next for me. I know he has a plan, but I'm not sure what that is yet. I know it will be amazing. I've come realize that God wants me make it to the mission field more than I want to get there. God cares more about those Tribal people than I ever will. That is another thing. I am not going to the mission filed for those people. I am going for the Lord. Because he wants me too. It's not even for him - as if I could do anything for him. He is the one who will work through me. I am simply a tool in his hand. How refreshing to know that!